Hi. The anon from a few days ago.. about him being the new kid. Someone just told me that he has a girlfriend from the city he used to live in before he moved here. That, in all honesty, broke me. I talked to him for a bit while a bunch of our friends were playing a game and the feeling.. I don't know what to do anymore. Have you ever had the feeling of liking someone so much, but you don't want to? And you hate them for that? Like, why does it have to be that person of all people?
We all go through a similar experience like this eventually in our lives: Getting hurt from hearing the truth. I’m sorry that your efforts in trying to get his attention didn’t work. Just know that depsite being broken, you can still be fixed. You may even benefit from this situation, learning from your mistakes and opening your mind to many more things you never really thought about. It’s okay to not know what to do; you don’t always need an answer of what to do, though it would be nice to have an answer. I really wish I could help you though. I went through a similar situation and overall, I never found myself with an answer.
What I did was distract myself. I know that isn’t always a good idea, but depending on who you are and how you function, the way you heal will differ. I recently liked someone immensely and well.. he didn’t return the feelings. And yes, I hated what how he made me feel, but I didn’t hate him. Because he was a good person, he made me happy, and that’s why I liked him. I’m not sure why certain people end up in your life, but you did cross paths for a reason. If it isn’t him, then maybe him leaving you is opening a door to a new person, a better person. But you won’t know until you let time take its way.