Something that made me think today.
I was venting to Laiman this morning about my life and how everything feels so complicated and how I feel so bad that I push everyone who tries to help me away. But then he asked me, “Why am I the only person you’re not pushing away then?” It made me think. I didn’t know how to answer because I didn’t even know why. I wouldn’t say I trust him more than other...
Oh my.. I'm so silly ;~;
I just saw something completely relevant to my life.. so I reblogged it. But I realized the person reblogged it from me just a few minutes ago. Oops. Good thing I deleted it.. aha.
You know what's awkward?
Seeing someone you used to be so close to, but don’t talk to anymore. You kind of look at each other, and maybe say hi.. or just walk away and pretend you never saw them. You act like you never even know.
Time to sleep away some troubles.
and open up my eyes to a new day. Let me look at my day tomorrow. last day of leadership this week, possibly venting to laiman about some things. lecture in bio. oh joy. pot luck. i mean… critical thinking about eating food. calc, i can catch up on make up work due next tuesday. filipino is such a mystery to me now. lunch is a study group in delgado’s. apush is finishing the...
This really empty and unmotivating feeling is...
I feel like my life is so simple that I make it complicated without any intentions of doing so. I look calm on the outside, but on the inside, I’m a complete mess. and even when people notice something’s bothering me and they ask to help me, they can’t really do anything to help me. if i don’t even know what’s wrong with me, then who will? Everything feels like just...
If I like you, I like you.
staypozitive: I’m not saying i like you because you’re hot you’re sexy you’re fine you’ve got a nice body you’re perfect, I like you because you can be yourself around me you make me smile your personality you do the weirdest things and I find it cute
I feel a lot calmer about my life.
I put so much worry into little things, and even though sometimes it’s fine to do, I just need to lighten up. Not too much of course, because then I’ll go back to my old habits, but just a bit more than now. For some reason, I feel a lift in my life. A random and wonderous lift. I want to know the reason why though. I need a sign.
I'm not really in the mood to do anything right...
I don’t have much motivation and I’m not even sure why. I just gotta do my hw then sleep I guess. I must be tired.
Almost midnight, almost a new day.
I’ve realized to not wake up thinking every day is going to go the way I want it to go. Every day is different from one another, and I need to appreciate that everything that happens to me has helped formed my life to where it is now. It may not be in the best situation, but I’m still breathing, I’m still living my life. There are so many things to worry about, to think about,...
That two hour nap has me up.
Not only doing hw, but contemplating about the many aspects of my life.
I honestly think my body is getting allergic to...
No matter how well I seem the beginning of the weekend, or a break or something, the day before school starts I get sick. A fever, the flu, coughing, sneezing, stomachaches, headaches, anything! I’ll just try my best to not look sick tomorrow. I can’t keep missing school like this. -.-
I wonder if it would make me sad to watch The Vow...
No one else in my family wants to watch it.. Should I just watch the movie they want to watch? I’ve been waiting months to watch the vow though.. Sigh. I guess I could wait. I don’t want to feel lonely.
Are my dreams trying to tell me something?
So many dreams in one night.. Were they trying to get some sort of message into me? By putting a guy I find somewhat interesting in, and someone saying he looks good with someone else? By putting a guy I used to find interesting, in a situation where he asks to hang out with me only because someone else put him up to it and he feels bad for me? and then a lot of other people who are never really...